another short rambling

woke up this morning with an ache on the back. you know those *rub-your-skin-and-it-just-hurts-like-crazy* aches...yep. i'm sunburnt again!

aniwaes yep still veri tired over the past few days, and i dun tink i haf the voice fer todae...hopefully a miracle pulls thru or smth, flu...sighs. yesterday jim sengee and kenny tot i looked lyke john terry. and yep checked his pic todae...

i dun look anything like him! and yep i dun lyke chelsea *boos*...hahax chelsea fans please dun stone mi...i'm just too stuck to the red devils!

*happy birthday jiali!*

another day to remember...

hot babes and fast rides...it's just something that's not to be missed...ever again!

considering it to be a class outing, yep, these things sure were great!

today was one of those outings, where you come back with many things...memories, a stronger class, and also a physical mark, which seriously hurts rite now! met wif xianlun and sengee in the morn at 8, and reached harbour front by 9...was realli farni cuz we were meetin the rest of the class at 10, but o wells, went fer some earli morning breakfast at macs and grocery shopping at cold storage. met up wif jim, and den wif the rest of the class at the mrt. it was realli great to see that more than 3/4 of the class turned up, and yep, everiwan was so cheery and enthusiastic. met some other class there and also mi pri-sch old pal joseph from HC...he rawkx lar, joined the same cca as mi and den also gng sentosa todae. din see him fer a veri long time, and alwaes miss the old times at tiong bahru playing table tennis at the nearby cc...which he alwaes trashed mi one way or the other. and also the times playing pikachu volleyball, red alert and stuff...realli miss those carefree times. realli.

but i'm nt complaining, because what's happened now is definitely better than i expected. shall not look back, but hope for the best for the future! aniwaes coming back, we left fer more grocery shopping, and den you see us piling on the bread, the suntan SPF 4 banana boat tanning lotion, and also the tuna, chips and mineral water. set off soon after fer sentosa fer the a day of adventure!

we ended up at tanjong beach, which was an awfully long trek (okie maybe nt as long...but still a little tiring) from the bus-stop. so when we reached there, on with our suntan lotion (or sunblock lotion for some)...den we started taking off our shirts (the guys lar...hahax) and out in the hot sun for some volleyball action on the hot sand! the gals were great by being so sporting and being so supportive...tt makes them really hot! realli lor...i mean if you compare wif some other classes tt i know, we're really bonded and yar, we make a really great team! after abt 1hr of hot action, we took a break and some guys borrowed our ball. in the meantime we entered the water fer some swimmin and crab catching (it gave me a sting, but it's okie! 8cm mini crab gave me a claw of a lifetime...great things can come from small packages!)

and after more phototakin and sandcastle making...the guys returned our ball...burst! hahax! because before tt we asked some saleswoman at world of sports to help us pump it since it was deflated, and she still queried if it was hard enuff...and they said the ball burst cuz it was too pumped. but aniwaes the guys, being the wonderful ppl that they were, paid us back the money in full after some rackying ard sentosa cuz there was no exact replacement...cool lar! so we played monkey in the water wif the deflated and burst ball, and ended up wif people saboing ppl, people getting splashed over and over again wif salt water...but yar, again all the guys and all the gals joined in, which was realli fun cuz we're just so happy ard each other!

realised today that tanjong beach is a hotspot for couples taking their wedding photos, running ard on the sand, jumpin, taking photos by the sea...saw 4 couples in one day. actualli must say tt some husbands must take care of their wives a little more, when she's on the sand also dun help her hold her gown, den she has to hold it herself...hope when it's me i still remember this! and yar, i want a photo by the seaside too! so typical, but i tink it's just romantic, and i want it taken with the evening sun at the backdrop! aniwaes back to the class, we got a frisbee and another volleyball wif tt money even tho we had to fork out a little more, but it was worth it! played catching wif the frisbee and yar, the saboing began again...hahax as usual lar. and jason is one terrible thrower...hahax from the moment he gets the frisbee he's sure to be monkey...it's just like deja vu 4 times. o wells, tt's him...but yar we were great!

continued wif lunch which was pretty nice cuz of the chips and drinks and also the bread wif tuna. haven't eaten such junk food fer a long time, and yes it was great too! we continued on wif our suntanning by the beach and got buried in the end by some people...and some people are just sick lar...hahax! reminds me of maldives when melvin got buried i tink, and yar was pretty fun wif tt coconut sticking out! so the playing carried on, and i hafta peifu everiwan fer being so enthusiastic abt this, because it's just really rare when we have almost the whole class free...i realli wish this happens again. seriously. and also, we were supportive of each other no matter how hot the sand was or how pain we felt...it was mutual i guess. the feeling of class spirit, the feeling of friendship...can never be broken. i really felt loved by everiwan...and it's just goes to prove, NJ is not a mugger sch lar! karthick...hahax you sure are wrong!

so we had more playing by the beach, ultimate frisbee from my previous sentosa entry...
*den we also had a rule�we practiced far shots�so if you are accurate, you pass to the other person, if you�re nt, the person closest to the drop point of the Frisbee has to move to tt spot�so seng ee was hiding behind the tree, aaron on the other side of the net, n� jim a few feet from the sea�hahaz�stupid xia�n� there were a few close shaves when a Frisbee flew over a tourist�s head�was veri veri fun�especially when everyone is so far apart�*

yep played tt wif aaron again, which ended on the other side of the tree...but he's a good thrower! he doesn't seem to know where he's throwing, but it still gets to a person in the end! and we continued on our volleyball, had lotsa funny parts, but too many to mention...kenny is an excellent volleyballer, and rizal is realli good at sepak takraw fer a reason...actualli everiwan was great...maybe not in skill but in our enthusiasm and cooperation level! *sulphate rawkx!*

left there fer a short bath, and then to the luge. in case anyone doesn't know what that is, it's something lyke go karts, with a standard brake and go...cept tt there is no motor, and you'll hafta move by gravity! it's 8 bucks, but it's a great ride. the race course isn't too long, abt 1.5mins to complete it (provided you're careful...i crashed lyke one time and xianlun 4 times), and the way back to the reception is on a scenic charlift route! it's lyke skiing...scared of heights i am, but yar it was great! cept fer the part where it abruptly stopped in midair for one whole minute and wif our legs dangling. it was just scary...but fortunately everithin else went smoothly...muz say tt the eight bucks was worth it!

actualli it really gave me time to think about life just sitting on the beach alone fer some time. just to reflect and stuff...i rarely get to do tt animore, but i'm glad i did. i learnt lotsa stuff again, and yar, happier again! reminds me of the maldives time (swimming in the water, being so enthusiastic) and previous class outings...i realli love my life! aniwaes after tt we went back and some german guy coped our cornflakes which was realli farni...everiwan was tired and stuff, so headed back to harbourfront fer dinner. i dunno if it was hunger or wad, but grace ate realli a lot...still koped from other ppl as well. hahax...had herbal chicken wif shiwei which was great (i mean the chicken...hahax) and yep, we had a fair share of jokes again, and soon we left fer hope after a short detour to the cruise centre fer a picture moment! we rawkx!

*i realli need my voice back...or i'll be so screwed. and yep, hoping fer a miracle yar? :D thx fer thinking i can, but i guess i've reached my limit recently, so yar...please bear wif me.*

realli tired and tanned, but i'm just realli happi again! :D shall talk more sometime soon...need my sleep...nitez!

wake me up when september ends

yep...september sure is ending! but i believe this end will bring us lotsa happiness...04Sulphate...we rawk!

aniwaes today was a pretty fun day. again nt referring to results, but yar...our class is just realli great. even tho it was raining and stuff, we still had our restructured pe. nt floorball, but captains ball which was realli fun! still remember jim and his hur-har...shiwei and seng-ee's realli gud passing...den tall maisha...hahax! and today is deemed 'injury dae'...first jim got him by desmond (i tink...bleh) and den both bled...hahax. so botched lips and a mini cut...sock's bloody sock...and also xianlun's drama fall after stepping on a ball. you ppl better take care of yourself, tmr we're still gng sentosa! time set, suntan set, luge set...we're all set! was realli farni...jumping, catching, wrong passes, own goals...tsk tsk har...

i dunno lar...it just seems tt our class is just so much more extensively bonded than other classes, but that doesn't mean we're easy to break! we're so much more bonded this year, thx to pe, and yar our occasional outings...swensens and stuff...i realli hope our friendships carry on in our lives!

*good job guys! i'm sure it'll all go fine! thx!*

before the sand runs out

today's just the start of the day after exams and we're gotten back some of our papers...i'm nt worryin abt those fer the moment, tho i've screwed one paper till so far...hoping fer more gud news over the week.

aniwaes yar, many people are getting sick...please get well soon kays? i realli miss you lots, but yar, i really wish that you'll recover soon...hope everithin goes well fer you too! and also many people are gettin realli stressed due to promos and stuff, so yar, recommend after you read this blog...just go and have a gud rest kays? or stare at the tv fer a while...it works...hahax! just slack fer a moment and yar, take your mind off things...i dunno, maybe do yoga or smth...

today had our trial run of keep-fit day...i tink todae was a success. hahax realli! muz thank all the guys in our class fer being so enthu abt post prelims...and also the rest of the class fer tmr's and dis thursday's outing! just realli glad to haf the class back and everithin, especialli after the traumatising prelims...o wells, can't get any worse...but yar, found out tt we had no more stamina...we died off like after a while. o wells, got a sunburn too! overall it was a blast...at least we're still united and yar, keepin ourselves fit! and destressing wif the ball isn't realli working...hahax o wells, shall wait till i get all mi results before plan of what to do...

den after sch xianlun shiwei sengee guanwen and i went to boss's house fer a short mahjong session...home ground advantage...and yep, playin mahjong wif xianlun's alwaes realli fun, cuz he mixes up things. and after a while we all get cranky bout playin...realli veri tiring i guess. shall go slp fer now...match later! jiayou!

*i can't wait!*

imagine

hahax...sure has been long time since i'm met up wif most of em. well no familiar faces here except fer thomas...haiz the usual bunch of jokers ard in swiss, just makes me remember those times we had back den. but what's gone is gone, all we can look back to is memories and more memoies. still remember the times in swiss kaleidoscope. still remember those times in npcc. still remember those times in class, chasing people, throwing paper balls, running towards the canteen to be first at the stall...hahax things sure have changed.

i'm sure probably none of us over there, at tt time...would've thought tt we were going to army or probably thinkin of anything beyond our future, probably cuz this was taken after our tests or some sort...but yar, we were so carefree and stuff, thinking about where to hang out, what teachers to bully and stuff...hahax was just realli fun gng out wif them. still remember something leejie said *it's the dirty stuff that drives us!* hahax i've changed lar, actualli wasn't even part of it lor! you guys ar...hahax... well, that's us more than 1 and a half years later...more familiar faces, those in red yar...we sure have changed lots, all in our different schs, leading different lives from what we led before. i guess most of us never thought that we would be where we were today...so yep, i guess we do have our own lives, our own thinking, but most importantly, we still have the spirit in all of us. that's what makes the difference...really miss some of em, minghao, liangjun, karthick and also zhangqi (those in blue)...i guess it was them who changed mi life in sec school...thankx again!

and now that's nj alrite...moving towards another era. just looking at us from where we were at the beginning, all in our different school u's, different lives from different schools...and now look how unified we are (or yar, nt just the sch u of cuz...) got to know many great people here as well (i dun hafta mention who rite? hahax) i still remember the first 3 months, where we were meeting by the benches by the pond...hahax was realli fun...and we are a realli great class! *somehow i believe we haf dis bond that not many others share* we rawkx! realli...and thx guys fer changing mi life too!

and also another group...apparently blogger is gettin selfish or something, they dun let mi upload any more pics...because it's on maldives! hahax! yep how can i miss it out! aniwaes i just wanna thank you guys fer changing mi life...because i was a pessimist at first (yes i was...hahax...i wasn't tt happi i guess) but it opened mi eyes and yar, i've become lots happier and much more mi! hahax thx again...you all know who you are! the fun, the sand and the friendship...thx fer opening my eyes to the greater things ard mi!

i believe that we all have control of our own lives, one way or another, but we are definitely influenced by the people around us...we definitely share some similarity between all of us, either the way we speak, the way we think, or the way we do things...it's just the unique (or maybe not so unique) features that bring us all together. we all have come a long way, but this is only the opening chapter of our lives, so thank you all for being such a great impact on my life! and i'm sure you'll continue to make an impact on others too!

*physics s IS undoable!* can't believe i can't do any single question totalli! nvm tt it's all over...i shall be myself and be optimistic...40marks fer a merit! *grinz* aniwaes finalli it's all over! lyke one month ago we were complaining...but o wells, more than one month later is the A's...but i shan't think to much, and enjoy fer this week! totalli lined up...dinner! *squirrelfied...finally!*

digging up the past...in a good way!

Hahax�recovered this from dunno where in my com, but yar, it was really fun! Pray it�ll be even better wif the whole class gng!

11th August 2004 :

Reached Harbour Front MRT at about 11.30am�and Aaron was already there at 11. Pretty shocking I muz sae�usually the last one to arrive in school, now he�s so earli�dots�aniwae, misa arrived with Seng Ee, and Guanwen was also there. 12 came and there were only four of us, so we decided to go up to see Superstar Virgo, and ended up seeing the wooden model of it. *sigh* When we went back, Jim was already there and waited for Shiwei till 12.30, and then went to makan at the nearby hawker centre. Pretty cool, I must sae, had chicken rice and sugar cane juice (n� seng ee was wondering if it was stored in the fridge, cuz if left on the floor, if some cat came around and did his business there�and I dun think I need to go on wif e details)

Took the chartered bus to sentosa and well, admission fee was pretty cheap�$3 wif bus fair. We then took another bus to Tanjong Beach, and the volleyball began. The sand was freakin� hot, and�yar�like 6 idiots jumping around�aniwae, we played for like 30mins, but the ball dropped after 3 to 4 passes�n� they were still thinking of challenging the other ppl�played beach soccer in the end, which wasn�t any fun in the hot sand, except for the kicking sand part�veri stupid lar�luckily the gals were nt there, really freakin� hot, and I guess they wun be taking off their shirts lyke us�(nt tt we have good bodies or anything lidat, but cuz it was so damn hot)�when the other groups finished with the court, all of us jus went there to play, but then there was a group of softball players playing close to the court�n� we were hitting the ball around�veri farni�you see, there�s a pretty chio gal in a bikini top, den jim hit the ball 2 to 3 times close to her, den�hahaz�1 time I think someone else hit, but we just blame on jim�so it was pretty fun�

3.00. I think all of us were already outta breath, so slacked at the nearby playground. Played some of the stuff there, and there was a�I dunno what�s the name, but basically, there are four chairs, and then it rotates�so it was pretty stupid, we went n� played for a while till we got a little dizzy, and then slacked fer a little while�seng ee was still busy burying aaron�s shoe, and we were a little too slow, I guess�Got a big gulp from 7-eleven, n� took a beach train to Rasa Sentosa. On the way there, we met Sangee n� Joseph n� their gang�so we walked all the way back to jus sae hi�they were there for CIP n� apparently, they were slacking�so�hahaz�

Continuing, we walked up a little n� saw a basketball court�practiced shooting fer a while, and shiwei saw ppl setting up a live band�wanted to play the drums but apparently�yar�so we started playing Frisbee�was veri fun�den I was thinking�remembered the time we had tt in school n� mad�hahaz�nvm�violence was not the key here (oops!). Was veri fun until we nearly hit some tourists�and oso the nice setup beside�there was some kinda function in the hall beside, and glass cups�hahaz�so yar�nuthin happened�

4.30. There was a baboon performance nearby, so all of us went to watch. Was pretty farni�the trainer asked Micky (the elder baboon(female), while the younger was Sakura, oso female) to sae hi, n� she showed her butt to everiwan�den I was thinking of xianlun�hmmm�hahaz�aniwae, it was pretty entertaining and tho Sakura tried to bite one of the trainers, it was pretty farni�we then walked to rasa sentosa, and there was a�swing bar? As in, you noe, circus, then there is a bar up high tt clowns swing about? We could try tt, but there was a price to it�of course there was a safety net, and then the female instructor was pretty chio�so shiwei was wondering if he could join her�hahaz�tt�s him all rite�we tried to walk into rasa sentosa, but the guard chased us out�so we ended up playing beach volleyball again, this time, mi, jim, guanwen n� aaron�the other two were slacking�it was�frustrating? Hahaz�aaron kept punchin the ball far while guanwen gave him some tips, which he tried (the word is tried) to follow�the ball flew aniwae�but I muz sae, jim n� guanwen are veri gud players�guanwen is really pro with his shots and dives, and he�s a real gentleman�den jim is also veri pro with his dives, oso veri farni n� a real gentleman as well�

Aaron was left to practice his skills which jim n� I tried veri hard to destroy the sandcastle pretty near the court with the Frisbee, but the wind was pretty irritating�only got it 15 mins later�all the guys then started playing Frisbee�I think we are now pretty pro�den we also had a rule�we practiced far shots�so if you are accurate, you pass to the other person, if you�re nt, the person closest to the drop point of the Frisbee has to move to tt spot�so seng ee was hiding behind the tree, aaron on the other side of the net, n� jim a few feet from the sea�hahaz�stupid xia�n� there were a few close shaves when a Frisbee flew over a tourist�s head�was veri veri fun�especially when everyone is so far apart�

Well, I didn�t believe we were so childish till then�we used wet n� dry sand n� made sand balls outta it�we then threw them into the sea�our firsts were failures, but then everyone got the hang of it�and yar�like a few kids throwing sand into the sea�you get the picture�I den dug a hole in the sand, creating a mini pool (more like a puddle of water)�den everyone tried to carry on from tt hole and it got bigger. We were building walls around it, n��hahaz�seng ee was saeing tt was a wall, and we were sorta saving Singapore�veri farni�n� oso veri kiddish�(tt�s why luckily the gals din come)�so the hole got bigger and bigger n� yar�veri stupid lar�I think we dug for about 10 mins�hahaz�

Overall it was a great day�hahax realli wish we�ll haf more of these outings soon! Can foster class spirit wor�o wells I�m thinking too much�

a big fish in a bigger sea

::Tag Reply::
kyo : thx lots! yep it did cheer mi up...and made me seasick after those slide rides...hahax! I guess i'm lucky and unlucky at the same time then, lucky that i have one but another reason to make me sad, but i'm okie! I'll always be proud of him :D
Ruth : thx stead! nvm...just know that our forefathers are probably in the heavens watching over us yep! how i wish i can live till his age tho...lyke so romantic, bai tou xie lao...hahax
mad : you realli need more coffee den...hahax stayin late nitez playin godtower...*grinz*
christine : thx partner! i hope so too :D i really miss him tho, even tho i rarely got to see him, but i'm okie!
jim : hahax...at least it's still countable tho...so we all haf the same prob...*grinz*
mai : i wonder...i veri discreet liao lor...hahax. aniwaes yep, keep looking, and we'll look more at class outing@sentosa!
Ruth : i tot if you take S papers you muz take two at a go? hahax...thx lots, but hope that those teachers are lenient...if thoughts could kill! and why you don't like yourself? *smirks*

yep thx guys i'm feeling lots better. it's just that yar, these kinda things are really hard to predict, so was pretty sad fer a while...but i'm sure he's at a better place now! *prays*

aniwaes yep, dun wanna talk about exams cuz s papers are s papers for a reason...they're super tough! tsk...nvm i just hope i can pass or something...a merit perhaps? i just know that i've tried my best fer the time being and that makes me happy wif wadeva result i get...results aren't everithin, so i'm nt realli bothered. but no matter what you do, you must try your best and never give up! even if you're stuck or something, with sheer force (that's maths) or a lot of thinking...you can do it! jiayou guys fer promos! and also fer IP exams too!

today was a great day! something i haven't done for so long, and yep, love the water lots! went swimming with xianlun and shiwei(o yar which reminds me...muz convert the pokemon vid...hahax!) was really fun cuz it has been a long time since i swam, and also wif frens! and got a bit of a tan too! so many people, but yar, we had our fun, crashing into waves, lying and tryin to get a tan...i so miss those times mi and mi cousin came here, but at least i'm still wif frens! great frens too...den we went up and down the slide lyke abt 6 times, and everitime we went up there was a different lifeguard...hahax met seng ee there too wif diyong and ivan. long time no see...ever since the sept hols began i dun tink i've seen them, or went swimmin wif em...so yep, long time, and people have learnt new moves too! *grinz*...enjoy the movie! so after 2+ hrs of swimming we finally left...but yar shiwei, now tendons a little suan...hahax but it was fun! waves...maldives...o wells can't help remembering...

can't wait till the end of prelims...i guess it's the mentality. everiwan's struggling and i believe there are things that we really wanna do after prelims...class outings, dinners and yep maybe more teaching sessions. nvm tt...these are things that we realli look forward to! :D at least tt beats exams. o wells, life's like that...but looks lyke next week is fully booked! *grinz* maybe things aren't tt bad after all!

shall introduce an album todae...a chinese album, but yar, i love the lyrics and love the songs! it's fish liang jing ru's new album, silkroad (of love)...those who watched the channel 8 serial at 9 *which hen doesn't lay eggs* must have heard 2 of the songs, but yar, they're realli nice! the lyrics are pretty meaningful (even though most of her songs are about love and view on relationships, it's just happy to find some songs that speak out your heart...realli!)

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(if once in our lives, we are given a piece of caked called 'happiness', i'd eat it slowly and enjoy it's flavor than to finish it at once)

hahax i love my life! just really thankful for all that's happening around me...everything just looks so bright! although there are things that i may have done wrong, some people i offended, i'm just glad i have those experiences so that i can learn from them and become a better person. thx guys! and jiayou everiwan!

100 days

really can't believe it's already 100 days since he's gone. really miss him lots, i guess after some time, you start to miss people only when they're gone...just really saddening. but i'm glad i saw him smile the last time i saw him...

i shall just dedicate this entry to him...apart from being the first person in the family to start the family tradition of running chinese medical halls, he has been a great person in society. rather, i believe he has made an impact on many of our lives, whether we know it or not. chinese new year gatherings at his house, celebrating his birthday, having our annual dinner...it's just amazing what these simple things can do. i still remember the times when he used to be younger, he still remembered my name even when we had a family of 40. at that time i didn't know it was so soon...but i guess these things happen throughout your life. people come and go, sometimes with ease while sometimes abruptly.

ever since two years ago, his life has sort of deteriorated; his life, his mind, and his love. just losing a really close one at such old ages is really hard for him, especially if the person is his wife who followed him for about 60+ years...that time it was abrupt and it was really painful for us, and definitely so for him. but he held in there for 2 years, even though he was suffering from old-age-illnesses. he still stood strong for his family...

i'm just really proud to have such a person who is so responsible to his family and also hardworking for it...he's my great grandfather. i think the trip to the temple today made me remember a lot of old times, praying for him 3 to 4 times in hourly sessions...i really miss him lots...*all the best to you, i'll be praying for you always, ?????????????????*

finally!

another thirsty day...hahax...exams are over!

at least the main papers are over...so yar...so much more relieved.

aniwaes, today was pretty okie. physics paper 3...honestly (pls dun beat mi up) this paper is pretty managable, all things are pretty straight forward i tink...should be able to score an A, as compared to chem. just got chem paper 3 back, the teachers muz be realli N2 to finish marking everithin...guess it's the onli subject that takes lotsa time to go through. and from our calculations, we realli need a lotta help to get an A...i need 55/60 fer paper two, jim needs 52/60...and xl can afford to fail the paper...freak. hahax. o wells, some ppl are born smart...can't compare, but yar he's just too smart.

so i tink it's time to relax...for a while before we go back fighting maths s, which is also J1's GP promos. jiayou kays? i know you guys can do it! *cheese* haiz it's just promos, so dun worri too much abt it kays? just try your best this time and it'll be fine...s paper criteria may be even stricter, but if you try hard enuff (or if everiwan else screws the paper) it should be okie! and physics s...haiz...2 more days but those are the tougher papers...nt tt the papers before were easy or something, but yar, it's s paper fer a reason. sighs...

after sch we went to nydc fer our class lunch...it's been quite some time since our last class lunch at such places. o wells, had some time deciding where to go cuz of the rain, but it didn't in the end...looking outside the window now and yep, seems like it's gonna rain now, but aniwaes thanx to maisha we got a realli good deal. 2 set meals fer the price of one...like one full set is abt close to 15 bucks (and it's the cheapest alreadi), so yar...so we ordered oven baked pasta and rice, den took some time to look at people ard us (hahax it's a guy thing...no lar...it was lots worse on the bus, some ppl...hahax) before we knew it food was on the table. all i hafta say is that their soup is pretty unique, it's nt too thick, but realli creamy wif milk and stuff...their oven baked pasta was nt bad, except the cheese was flying practically everiwhere, and then the tomato sauce and stuff just gets on your cup or something lidat...yep...but it's nt bad. i tink i'll give it 4 outta 5 bubbles fer the food and the service is nt bad as well! might consider going there again fer cheesecake. they apparently don't allow brocolli on their premises fer some fun reason, which yar, is pretty farni...and yep, jim i tink you're rite...it's nt angmoh, but it's an angmoh tt came to singapore to set up this chain...hahax

went to heeren after tt while the gals went to taka...was watchin quidam...must say i'm realli impressed by them, cuz they're realli pro and yar some parts were realli farni! if the price of the dvd drops i might consider buying...a much cheaper alternative to watchin the shop even tho i realli wanna watch. was watchin fer about 30mins i tink, den we left fer home...shall slack fer todae, and den work on tmr!

*miss you guys lots...haven't seen you fer a veri long time too! all the best kays?*

seeing behind the silver lining

hahax wish there was always a silver lining behind these clouds. it all seems so murky and dark. paper after paper, the silver lining seems to be getting less shiny and whiter every time (not because of Cl)...o wells, f math's just terrible.

i guess tt's how things work ard here doesn't it?

aiyah nvm...let's just look forward to tmr's paper...xianz...

aniwaes last nite was pretty fun i guess. after dinner had some mooncakes and a mini tea session wif mi family (seems like the last one to mi alreadi...after this yr...army...sighs) first, it reminded mi of old times, with family and frens ard den playing wif fire...and then reminded mi of yep, the veri bright and beautiful (harvest) moon. esp in this time of the year, there's an aura around it because it's approaching equinox (when the equator is nearest to the sun...tilting earth...length of day and nite approximately equal), so the moon looks realli beautiful and bright. den mi cousin was asking whether apollo met chang-er *sweatdrop*

but yep, mooncakes, tea, and pamelo...went down for a while and saw lotsa candles and lanterns ard...people lighting them in a straight path, up and down slopes, in circles...and even lightin a mini bon-fire. was entertainin to see some kids jumping over the fire lyke some test of courage...*dun play wif fire*. looking back i tink i got burnt quite a lotta times ard the fingers, but yar it was great fun. was so tempted to sing a happi b'dae song rite in front of dem and blowin all of em out...hahax so evil...was so dark and you hear a lotta excitement ard. reminds me of that time in maldives, dancing ard the street like nobody's business...was realli fun!

o wells...time's changed...shall mug on fer now...5 more days...realli can't wait...
*the water in the boat makes the boat in the water*

blessing in disguise

nj is just plain weird...they decide to give you the results after the paper. like woah. make you feel depressed directly after the paper...hahax aniwaes i tink it's okie, faired better than i had expected from past papers, but overall i tink still...nt tt gud...hoping to get the results back soon so that i can end this ordeal.

but hey, it's onli the starting of prelims rite? halfway mark and yep, one subject down. the other papers dun look veri appealing, all paper 2s and paper 0s...ee...yee (oops)...but at least we're relaxed. thankx to the people ard us...thx fer cheering us on. realli grateful there are ppl behind you to push you on. realli thankful...seriously...you guys jiayou too! and also to the class...hahax had a mini class outing after fridae's paper to ps...had pastamania and had vongole (tt white wine thingy...which reminds me...cheeky ppl hahax) walked ard wif the guys and we stared at a trailer fer a M18 movie for lyke 15mins...quite scary but it looked realli sick...deuce bigalow...o wells nt mi cuppa tea.


aniwaes yep...it's the start of the lantern festival...prepared your mooncakes and candles yet? or maybe a camera? hahax...it's the start of the harvest moon, so it's gonna be real cool! heard a lotta small kids downstairs playin wif sparkles and tho new ones which go flyin in all directions. also wif candles and burning lanterns...it's just a veri veri bright season. just hope it doesn't rain tonite! feelin just realli happi, even tho it's the middle of the exams and stuff...the moon's gonna be veri beautiful tonite! :D still remembered when i was a kid...den playing wif those big toy lanterns wif the sounds, artificial lights. was realli funny, mi and mi cousin walking ard in those, but it was great fun! so looking forward to tonite.

just heard a veri touching story, so still pretty lost fer words...pity i missed the first 8 episodes. aniwaes it's a radio drama serial by andy lau...bout a couple in love and den the girl seemed to be suffering frm a terminal illness. quite sad..."why is it snowing?" "because i told the heavens that i love you" and lotsa other stuff, realli impressive for a radio serial...and tmr's gonna be the finale. sighs...love em, it just seems to engage mi, and yar makes me realli sad too. but it's realli touching. haiz...simple love is always the best. *i feel happy when i'm beside you*
*shall be looking forward to today...with a big big grin...i feel so happy all of a sudden*
*3 words, 2 seconds, 1 lifetime*

chocolate rush!

now a sudden influx of chocolates in mi house...seems like it's turning into a chocolate factory or something, but definitely nuthin compared to willy wonka! but yep, glad tt i haf em too...chocolates give me strength, or maybe tt hyper-ness to go on! shall help nj advertise again...please buy chocolates from council and support them...i mean everiwan's stressed and maybe depressed, and chocolates are a sure way to make you happy! hahax...yep just go support...hahax

just came back frm some pasar malam downstairs...was quite fun walking ard again. hearing some shops blasting old chinese and cantonese songs (muz pity those ppl living ard tt area who are studyin fer prelims...hahax), seeing ramly burgers and mua chees everiwhere...and also the familiar handphone stalls. o wells, seems like we've retained some part of this tradition in singapore, even though we're livin in this sophisticated world. then again, the lantern fest is coming soon...the beautiful moon...hahax yep even tho they say the moon in europe is much rounder than that in china doesn't mean it's nt beautiful in singapore! eating mooncakes, playing wif fire, sparklers, and just sipping tea under the moonlit sky. speaking of mooncakes, looking fer snow skin mooncakes, cuz they're realli nice, but nt sure where to get good ones...anyone has any idea? cuz swensen's new ice cream mooncake looks nice (a newer one than last yrs...looks lyke the coating's nt flour...i dunno) but it's rather ex, so hafta settle fer the cheaper alternative...

aniwaes, a warning for those sun lovers going for a tan or a swim on sat and sun...sunspot 798 explosion predicted on sat, sometime during the day. 75% chance that the astronomical storm produced by dis (wif the cosmic rays and stuff...) will hit earth on sat...wireless network signals may go down, ppl's emotions and awareness may be affected, so those driving just be careful...even walking too. best thing...stay at home, you'll be lots safer, and try to do lighter stuff, cuz one way or another, we're gonna get hit. yep...so stay at home fer your own safety...

nuthin much todae...other than more muggin...sighs...can't wait fer prelims to be over. getting used to this routine which can be gud fer a's...but yep, hope it ends soon. jiayou everiwan!

prelim preview

prelims...haiz alwaes a time of worry, but as xianlun said we're going to only go thru it once, so 'enjoy' it! after two days of intense papers...it's time to take some time off...and blog. like finally. hahax.

::Tag Reply::
LiangZ : hahax nope...firstly no money, secondly not enuff space, thirdly not function packed, and fourthly...(is there even one?) i dun tink i realli need it. sure looks cool tho! but you jiayou too, haven't seen you fer a veri long time since the one dollar shop...hahax
Ber : really? *awww* tt's just sweet! hahax...but make sure you save them, those are tears of joy...and are realli special! but yar, i'll jiayou fer you guys! and yep i realli miss maldives and those memories, but memories are meant to be cherished! :D
christine : i do? *acts blur* hahax...you rawk lots too! and you must take care of yourself too, gettin sick so often...lidat how to present yourself in front of your hubby and mother-in-law...haiz...hahax...
weiling : maldives! arrgh...you take care of yourself too okie...those stitches...bleh.
jim : hahax...maldives! of course i can't compare that's just outta the question...too strong, and too dangerous too...mass bombings...still can remember us bombing to the left and bombing to the right...hahax!
jiali : it's nt spastic pls...fortunately i was the one who took the picture, or mi face would've appeared...even more spastic! hahax...missing you guys lots!
jim : YES THERE IS! but do we really care anymore? it's over! woohoo! i hope so too...it's hard tho...
Ruth : black shirt...hahax...so trying to keep yourself hot! hahax...i miss maldives so much too! missing you guys too!
meltee : aww c'mon...hahax...it can't be tt bad? hahax...btw for the record, your blog's just so much better! and it rawkx!

yep...it's just great reviewing tags...makes you think how many people you've inspired.

okay not so serious...but yar, i'm just glad that my blog is being read by you guys *and fortunately this blog is clean of racist stuff, phew*! and it makes it even more worthwhile to blog wif your comments, so yep...keep tagging!

aniwaes i shan't go on with how prelims went, but of course a quick summary of the predicted...Chem paper 3 was yep...pretty okie but a lotta mistakes...MC and FM were okie, but made quite a lotta mistakes too...so yar...i guess i hafta keep the mistakes to the minimum...or i'll just scewed everithin else...

i can't wait fer the end of prelims...seriously...so many things to look forward to. of course nt bout getting results and stuff, but at least...who's not waiting for exams to end? after tt, some time to myself to reflect (and also clean up...hahax...my house is a fire hazard) seems like things are just passing by us day by day, and it just seems weird...when we stop to think if results is everithin. should we be out there chasing our own dreams? instead of leading the lives we are having now, where would you rather be?

of course there are lotsa stuff i really wanna explore in the future...not the near future, but more into my 20s (which realli seem so far...i ain't even 18 yet! hahax) but i'm glad i'm still young, being in school is the only time in your life where you learn full time...sounds weird, but yep, cherish it! for all the friendships...for all the memories...for all the tears...NS is waving my way but i ain't waving back yet. i guess life has yet to unfold itself to me yet, i need more time to understand why i'm doing what i'm doing...and why i feel the way the way i do. is love just a plain feeling of exasparation? desperation? it just seems so deep, but i guess i'll find a way, but not any time soon...for now i'll just be really happy if i'm being loved...which i'm sure i am! *shameless*...but i know that there are alwaes people i can alwaes count on...for a simple chat, for a rainy day, or maybe just for a day to ourselves. the feeling alwaes stays.

for the spirit
for the soul
for the life
for the goal

for the days
for the times
for the pain
for the whines

for the dream
for the desire
for the strength
for the fire

for the love
for the care
for the feel
for the pair

for the joy
for the friends
for the family
for the hands

i'll walk on...a lost wandering soul, but not any more. time to lighten up people's lives with our love! to all reading...hope all goes well for you, and work hard for those who have exams upcoming! keep up the spirit, it may be a long journey, but we'll walk through it together! and for those having exams...hahax jiayou...and also to others, jiayou!

*to those cheering us on...i really thank you...you gave me the spirit to carry on! thx lots...i'm not be good with words, but all i want to say is you spur me on to greater heights! you know who you are!*

one more day to our six month anniversary! hahax...makes me sound lyke i'm married...*i wish i was...* hahax kiddin lar. but yar, sometimes i dunno whether to be happy or sad...happy for the memories that we had. sad that it's over...but is it really?

*finding diary entry...[INSERT HERE]*

it seemed only a while ago i was sleeping at sri lanka airport...yar tt long transit, pretty unbearable it was, but yar, i guess it's realli fun thinkin! would i have done things differently? talk more? hahax...

well you never know what's gonna happen, so i guess i'm glad i did what i did. it changed me inside out...brought out mi fun self and den yar, i appreciated life a whole lot more. wif frens and stuff...i realised actualli how lucky i was to have such wonderful ppl ard me tt i've never appreciated before...and also why i never knew such wonderful ppl before [maybe i din deserve it...but these people are the angels that have opened my eyes]

and life is now a lot better than before. not that i've given up love for friendship (okay tt too...) but life seems simpler and many things seem better...life is just so beautiful! just looking around for some things as they are...it makes you feel so comforted. realli makes you wonder, am i really that deserving?

naah...who realli cares? hahax...kiddin, but there are alwaes turning points in our lives, and this is definitely one of mine! quotes kevin sim *you slackers*...bitching by the seaside...sand, sacks, and slippers. i wish i could go back there again...and i'll pay full price dis time! hahax...i'm willing, but i want to go back wif the people that went there wif mi! tt's a condition! hahax...

shall go back to muggin...wif tt stupid stomachache...arrgh...dunno what's causing it, but i feel lyke weepin after finding out milo has milk...shudders. [sidetrack...iPod nano is seriously one of the scariest flash mp3 players in the market now...check it out here!]

squirrel-fied

::TagBoard::
christine : hahax me too! i onli saw you on mon and tues...saw ruth and meltu on mon...and saw jiali on weds! hahax! it's just great to see your faces...so red (oops...hahax)
Ruth : trust me sometimes it's nt a good thing...but wadeva makes you happi! hahax...jiayou for your promos wor...
jo lynn : i hope not...hahax...as i said, if i wanna die, i want to die laughing. :D i so loyal to nj lor...
meltee : no the ZzzZzz is nt a bit gay, or else it'll read *WENHAO was a bit gay*...just sounds wrong..hahax...but i'm happy alrite!
jim : erm read last part of food processing...under..erm...heat sterilization i tink...and no i'm not mad, not yet...hahax (no pun intended)

another long mugging nite...

arrgh...seems like things are going bleak, there's only 5 more days? can you imagine that...

and soon it'll be all over, i hope.

i really miss maldives. sometimes when i just close my eyes, i can feel the sand under my feel, the sun on my face, and also that whistling of the waves. the times we had were unforgettable, and definitely lifelong.

the day we left was the weirdest. somehow i felt no pain leaving my parents, though it wasn't the first time...but more of a sense of adventure into the unknown. of course day after day, the feeling just came back, but the warmth of the maldivians, with their simplistic but heartwarming smiles, and also a cup of tea, a pat on the back, and a friendly chat...made up for all that i've lost. the time we had...was simply remarkable.

the sun, the sand, the sea.
the fun, the tan, the tea.
the run, the pant, the glee.

a place so remote you couldn't clearly locate it on any atlas...but yet contained so much. even though those ten days were only ten days...it made us feel like we've known each other for eternity. everyone seemed so close...in just ten days. we slept, we slogged, and we sweated. our lives we basically bound by that tiny island with a big heart.

the endless counts of taopok, sitting outside the healthpost burrying pufferfishes, sitting under coconut trees, singing songs non stop (esp to irritate people like jiacheng...hahax...), creating rumors with everyone happy, saying i love you without feeling awkward...the endless boat rides, the fishing trip, the swimming...maldives rawkx!

and also the friendship gained...look at us today, we've definitely come a long way...thanks to a little help from a little island with a big heart. who knows, some of us might have changed forever...most of us have. i'm really glad and grateful for the great friendships that i have now...more of self realisation. aniwaes, using squirrel as a mascot is just so cool! hahax...squirrels have more freedom then we people have, and they're cute! i guess it's a compliment to be one, life really needs a little turn sometimes, up trees perhaps? it gives you a better view of what's happening...and it's more relaxing that way i guess.

but imagining such devastation within a day...and kudafari wasn't along in the disaster. somehow i'm just lucky to be in singapore...free from natural disasters (almost) and we're pretty safe, but looking at our neighbours and maldives, they weren't so lucky. hurricane katrina stuck so hard, it became one of the world's worst natural disasters...and also a human disaster.

just another thought in the middle of the night...muggin nite i might add...*jiayou everyone!*

the skies are waiting
for the morning clouds
the deserts are speaking
nothing but piercing droughts

how can we feel
no pain no misery
when Mother Earth
is suffering this treachery

our lives we proceed
with no thought for ourselves
as we dry up
all the lakes and wells

we may seem
to be progressing with ease
but how can we
when Mother Earth is not with thee?

bounded by nature
we coexist for a reason
not to allow
room for any treason

the winter storms
the summer rains
the suffering of Mother Earth
and have we not felt her pain?

She unleashes her wrath
with hurricanes and typhoons
Katrina devasted many
but brought many more goons

the day after tomorrow
a movie of quality
but if we don't do anything
it might just become reality

will we ever see
a squirrel in paris?
will we ever feel
an earthquake in pasir ris? (kays this was lame)

bombs away, militants say
testing their nuclear shells on nature's land
disrupting our cycle
in the grand master plan

do we stand here
as helpless men
or do we step out
and lend a helping hand?

the ailing earth
calls out for us
save it now
and remove this deadly curse

the final stretch

shall help NJ advertise fer a while...NJ rawkx!

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::NJC Open House 2005!::

Come on down to National Junior College's Open House on 15th October 2005, 10am-3pm! Lots of fun games, goodie bags (yep, that's right! FREEBIES) and even a lucky draw plus lots of student performances and a comprehensive view of the extensive opportunities and facilities provided by NJC. A gametrail awaits you... It's a day of fun and games not to be missed! NJC Website: http://njc.edu.sg

Address: National Junior College 37 Hillcrest Road Singapore 288913 Telephone Number: Tel: (65) 6466 1144 How to get there: Buses that can get you here: SBS - 66, 74, 151, 154, 156, 157, 170, 174 SMRT - 67, 171, 852, 961 Nearest MRT: Newton So HURRY HURRY HURRY!

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aniwaes the first day of muggin has officially began, and i guess i'm tryin all out fer a better...erm future? o wells, at least we're trying. we're all trying...the final stretch is here. jiayou everiwan! and it's always good to be muggin wif frens i guess...chit chat, but yar most importantly ask q's and some spirit gng on...laugh bout the same things...life rawkx! *hate to say tt...but somehow muggin's coming naturally*

went fer lunch wif tt muggin ppl (jim xl shiwei) and met this farni guy at coro...swingin his arms lyke some malay dance move ard the 3rd floor of coro...collided wif xianlun and yar...some hokkien vulgarity just came out...and den he continued patrolling the 3rd level...dunno wad he's doing also but was real farni.

and i saw ruth and christine today! i was so wrong when i tot i couldn't see em fer the hols...*grinz*...realli puts a smile to mi face. miss you guys! and also jiali and bern too! and all the j2's and other classmates...

so yar, we must have an aim fer prelims...i mean after prelims! so i shall just help our class advertise again...POST PRELIM CLASS OUTINGS!...thx jim fer puttin up everithin, but yar we want more suggestions fer wad you ppl want to do after prelims...surely nt direct muggin after prelims, so yar need some time to relax. and must cherish the time tt we haf now, so tt later we can have our final stretch of preparations! dinner...and other outings...haiz...can't wait...but somehow contradictory...jiayou everiwan!

sample size in chem?

hahax...too much muggin fer mi, but yar, i'm glad i finished food chem! but somehow dis knowledge seems to haf some validity...i tink i'll forget it before next mon, but yar, try mi best to recall. hahax...and was quite bored, so remembered mi teacher teachin mi acronyms so that it's easier to remember stuff...food chem's hard to remember so yar...something on food processing...

CT in LT(FC), He'S DE(FAT) n' IRresponsible(ISPS) VP

go figure...it's quite lame lar, but yar helped mi remember (and i'm not referring to nj or anythin, but coincidentalli came out wif dis...so yar...)

aniwaes todae went si mah lu temple, den mi parents were commentin tt weilian used to sing here...everiwan's lyke wary abt his absence, because during these times lyke 1st day of a month on the lunar calander, there's most business...3 months ago, maybe...no more from now on i guess. no more street basking...no more free songs...o wells, wish him all the best in his new career! den took taxi home from there, and got a nutty taxi driver.

uncle : *erm, wanna try cte? maybe jam, but just try...*
mum : *okay*
*and he drives to the next entrance to pie*
uncle : *bke maybe faster, wanna try?*
mum : *okay*
*and he follows the nj route all the way...the usual 67 route*

he didn't follow the route tt he said! arrgh...but o wells, at least he travelled the *wrong* way which was much faster than the conjested expressways...taxi drivers are just farni ppl...o wells...

had a chat wif mi cousin just now...talking bout our lives now, army days, and what to expect. he says he misses muggin...i'm not too sure i'll be that desperate when i'm there...will i? i dunno...but i'll definitely miss mi frens back here...more than frens i guess. time's a silent killer.

i guess the following days are going to be much tougher. music is my only relaxation...trusty guitar, trusty mp3 player, and my trusty throat! can't sing tt well, but yar, it really makes me happy just being able to sing freely! love singing lots! esp after such competitions lyke jue dui superstar and singapore idol, the power of the voice and song...okie i'm crapping...hahax

:: Tag Reply ::
christine : you're not the beautiful moon, but you're beautiful! hahax! din kope any freebies tho...JJ rawkx!
jo lynn : thx! and no i dun lyke muggin, it's an obligation...hahax...but i'm gonna miss it soon i guess...dunno...
sock : lignum rawkx! came back wif a stomachache after tt buffet...bleh...
jim : nv join em xia...hahax...but i miss sec sch and cca daes...so yar pretty xianz...
meltee : i was abt to go bp at nite, but no one wanna pei mi fer ice cream...hahax...
ruth : miss you lots! and jiayou kays? you were great tt dae! lu bian de ye hua bu yao cai...so tt i can see em everidae!
mai : thx! arrgh...gp sucks...at least it's over...jiayou!
Wepz : so bimbo...onli sae hi...kiddin! hahax...and nt wad i meant by 'bimbo'...*grinz*

shall go slp...and prepare fer more muggin...but sometimes i wonder is it all worth it? is what we are becoming...what we want to be? o wells, shall nt think too much now...jiayou everiwan! esp j2s muggin fer prelims, 3 weeks may be long, but we'll go thru it together! and to the j1's, ip's...you ppl jiayou too...mug hard and play hard later! :D

another thought

the beautiful moon
Original Tune : Mayday - Zhi Zhu

Life is a beauty
Full of surprise
What we think
Might lead us back in time

From that moment
you held my hand
deep inside i wished
that this will never end

You never told me
you were alone
You sounded happy when
you were on the phone

In your heart
i was always a friend
just another guy
from a faraway land

Chorus
You may not feel that
my heart was crushed on you
but deep inside my soul
my feelings were true
the beautiful moon in the sky
is calling for you
but still
you don't have
a clue

when i tried
my best to let go
your smile appeared
and covered me in snow

That feeling that joy
that happiness
made me love you more
not any less

Chorus x3

Life is a beauty
Full of surprise
What we think
Might lead us back in time

From that moment
you held my hand
deep inside i wished
that this will never end

Deep inside i wished that this will never end

Deep inside i wished for a happy end

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hahax...call mi obsessed, but yar i'm in love wif tt song! so nice (i mean the original, not this...but yar...quite crappy...) and also in love with her! hahax!

but aniwaes, todae was the psc scholarship talk which was yar...freebie getaway...hahax...it's okie lar, got to know more abt scholarships and stuff, but i felt quite awkward taking the pen frm the booth...hahax! but it's a great pen...can trick small kids...hahax.

it's the things that makes you happy...just the simple things that people do...that really brighten your day! :D

*prays for survivors of hurricane katrina...peace, order, and return to normal life*

turpentine in my head

*blows nose*

see what nail polish can do to one...bleh...

and i'm lucky i escaped frm tt booth wif mi precious nails unharmed...will scream lor. imagine a guy's nails being manicured...and yar...wif flowers and everithin...

*shrugs*

but o well it was a realli fun dae! although i din get to do everithin...and yar, din expect much of it. but the teachers did put in a lotta effort and the hidden talents they have! so yar, dun see people on surface value...they are in fact priceless inside!

it all started wif us going to try the deserts...early hunger, and yar, it's a great start to the day! went in, wham, all gals...and no thankx...long queue too. hahax...so later ended up in the canteen for *wok wif mi* wif mr lum, our chinese teacher and some others. cheeli crab. fai-er. lumpy. rite. ended up waiting fer quite some time, so went to miss yee's booth...some around the world thingy. but hahax...tsk tsk...seems lyke she hasn't went overseas fer a long time since 2000...but yar, THEY USED RABBIT FUR TO MAKE A KIWI STATUE!! arrgh...RABBIT FUR! THEY SHEARED THE RABBIT! ouch...okie i hafta admit it's to save the rabbit or it'll just die of heat...but you dun see tt happening in singapore! hahax...animal lover here...please protect rabbits...imagine the poor cute rabbit being sheared...arrgh...*traumatised*...miss going overseas too!

so there were also many other exhibitions...erm lemme try to remember. kickboxing (by those two during aces dae), overseas CIP sharing (hahax...no us! but it's okie...saw miss chen over there being enthu abt it...), the rock concert (which yar...veri nice! pity i missed most of it...shall go on later) there was also magic the gathering, and abracadabra (the secrecy, the suspense, the spirit!)...and also pottery (reminds me of ghost...tt pottery scene...hahax...*shall try nt to be obvious here*) hahax! but o wells, everithin was fun! saw weepin in soccer gear, onli to find it raining. wok wif mi was actualli nt bad...esp the crab part where yar...legs and claws went everiwhere...and there was a veri strong smell of sambal! *vietnamese swiss roll!*

went fer archery too! it was pretty fun...but haven't touched bows in ages...so xl seng ee n i went in...and in the end it was aaron who taught us! hahax...so tt's why he had to come. aniwaes tried hard but arrows went flyin everiwhere...was fun nonetheless. went up, and went fer the concert...got deaf at first because partner was shouting rite into mi ear! hahax...but yar was realli farni...when i went in kenneth koh was rappin lyke there was no tmr...but yar he rawkx! i mean just look at the lyrics and stuff, and the response he got from the audience! after all he's gone, and still going thru...life still goes on, no matter how tough it is and will be, so follow your heart and make the change you want! high tempo...and yar, wish we had more concerts by him! i went in back later after some time...after the wok wif mi...aiyah..muz support lum mah...hahax...and saw paul davidson! he rawk too! i mean he's playing piano pieces instantaneously and spontaneously just to fit the atmosphere! *rain is coming* *prince charming* *F=ma?* hahax...must sae tt his piano is realli zai! he may be lame (oops!), but he can make everiwan laugh! hidden talents...tsk tsk...hahax!

so later went walking ard and met lotsa people...can't believe i saw jiacheng 5 times todae...hahax! and later went to find miss ng fer manicure...saw jiali bern christine ruth and maeyue! hahax...florentina was there too...but quite scary...all the whiffs...nail polish...now we now why miss ng gets so high...but yar, fingernails nt tt nice, so no thx partner! hahax...quite scary actualli...and yesh...still swooshing and sniffing...hahax. miss ng's yar, pretty pro at tt...black fingernails! quite safe from the chalkboard...*screech*...

went back to the canteen, saw miss yee asking some parent volunteer bout the levitron...and the physics behind it! aiyoh...hahax...but i'm quite amazed actualli, to see such a small thing spinning in mid air. but magnetism...levitation...and tt parent sounded so pro...some em generator in his house tt can make it levitate for 3 days...tsk tsk. o wells, still pretty amazed, but yar, it's interesting!

left sch fer bp...actualli reminded me of something. seem like bp...is just like home...too many memories coming back, but o wells, it's better to leave it in the past. another short dae...another long sleep...

so yar, pretty impressed by what teachers hafta offer! lum cooking, kenneth koh rocking, ng painting...everiwan has their talents, it's what makes them special! even if you don't have, as long as you have the passion, as long as there's the desire, you'll be able to impress! abracadabra!

and it sure has been a happi closure to the third term...seeing christine ruth jiali bern and maeyue just makes mi smile...maldives...and also classmates havin fun! it's amazing what a day can do! i'll be awaitin another day of such joy and happiness...but yar, for now, look to the closer future, and work to where you want to be...

*i see myself in you!*

reach out for the stars

dreams can alwaes become reality...so doesn't mean you're a small fry you can't have big dreams!

hahax...just finished watching jue dui superstar...and weilian kevin won! honestly i feel jiali kelly was better (go figure...hahax)...esp at the last song, elva's 被爱的女人. it was awesome! and she has more power than weilian, more 魅力...o wells, congrats to them both aniwaes! of course other then 'em there was also performances by past contestants, and must say guardian angel by the guys runner up is realli nice! and also, lin jun jie rawkx! b-box...and yar...his 北风吹过的夏天，豆浆油条，编号89757...was realli nice! kinda reminded mi of tt time during Z-pop concert...so spontaneous...tink partner must have been watchin and screaming at the same time!

but yar...at least it bring out tt spirit of a neverdying spirit no matter who you are! you can be who you want to be as long as you dream! if you have a dream, just go for it. cliche but true, don't dwell and delve in others aspirations of you (hahax...thx maisha! totalli screwed up...) and work for what you dream to be!

tmr will be another slack dae...but hoping this will bring out some happy moments of our jc lives! *the dream that we have in our hearts is something that no one can ever change...it's the spirit inside us that makes the change* bring out the best of ourselves and chase the passion! *imagine mr lum cooking...hahax*

*meta morphorsis...i can't wait...time to change*