crescendo approaching!

waah so soon! i'm flyin off tmr to thailand! ahhh! shucks somehow time realli passes veri fast doesn't it?

aniwaes yep, if you're wondering, i'll be off from 28th till the 12th of nov, which is like 16 days and yep, it definitely is going to be a really tiring exercise! *sighs* but after that few days we can definitely look forward to commissioning! hopefully i dun screw up...

the past few weeks have been rather exciting actualli, after the two tiring exercises, and den followed by a one week break of lectures and planning. and also that mini class outing tt we had, sorry if we didn't call everyone but it was a rushed one, and planned while i was still in camp...sheesh. but yeps in the end onli 6 people turned out, and i'm sorry if you were the only female there hahax! at least we had some catching up at vivocity rite? wasn't tt bad after all, but the next meeting will most prob be in about 1 months time *sighs*...realli miss you guys!

anyway, if there's anyone out there that's good at home design, or have any ideas to design a room for entertainment and wine, please send me your ideas! currently i'm in the midst of designing for Project NEXUS, featuring three main aspects. a wine bar, a mini entertainment corner, and a mini gallery. this room is not really big, but yep if anyone has any ideas or has contacts with wine agents, please email me asap! thanks! i can't guarantee you any gains as for now, but i assure you that you'll receive the recognition you need! or i'll try to at least hahax...

for now, tt's about it. my mind is still rather blank at the moment, because yep worried about what's going to happen overseas. all i can say is, two weeks is a really long time, and yep i dun tink you'll hear from me till the 12th. i really will miss you and hope that you stay strong okie? when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! and wishing your sister all the best in her exams!

as for the j2's who're having their exams, hang in there! don't give up, you're almost there liao! i know you guys are mugging like crazy, and altho some feel slack (hahax you're feeling the same thing like what i felt last time) just carry on studying and then it'll all be over realli soon. remember, perseverance pays off, so just try your best and you'll be satisfied with whatever results you attain okie? (yep i know, easier said than done hahax, but just try okie?)

and for the rest of you guys, the haze days are over! for those coming back from STARLIGHT, welcome back! commissioning is eminent! miss you guys too, especially to that person whom i'm not seen for so long (i wonder who...hahax you know yourself lar! must have mj sometime when we return to SAFTI kays?) take care all, and till next time, SEEK, STRIVE, EXCEL!

都可以 是真的 你说的 我都会相信 因为我完全信任你!

back!

okie back after two weeks of pretty tough outfields...shall blog about them slightly later. feeling rather tired...yawnx...

was there ever a song that could describe your feeling so accurately? a song that make you reminisce so much and just make you tear?

i never thought i'll find such an accurate song...until now...and even if it's nice, sadly it's the wrong song to choose...

对你有感觉...am i really?

"又深怕朋友默契转身不见"

live up to who you are!

wow it sure has been a pretty long time since i've blogged, and as promised, yep here's finally my entry after a 1 month silence! for those who've been refreshing and disappointed to see no updates, really sorry about that. it's been a rollercoaster ride for me for the past few weeks, and somehow the mood was just killed somehow. nonetheless, thanks for visiting!

aniwaes the weather's been rather unstable nowadays eh? especially the haze and everything...at least everything is more or less stable now. hope everyone's been feeling okie! and also with the food poisoning cases in the various schools, it seems like an epidemic is going on! stock up on your vitamin c's, your actals and po chye pills...no one's supposed to get sick, or else, or else...i dunno, but the main point is, don't fall sick! it's seriously not a good feeling...and yep i'm okie liao!

hmmm it's only 2 more months left to commissioning! ahhh so soon? the few weeks coming ahead will be rather tough, but no worries, hopefully i'll pull thru! many people have done it before, and hopefully i'll be following their footsteps. someone just asked me this morning during guard duty, "why do you want to become an officer?" at first i was sorta stuck, and i couldn't really answer because i wasn't sure, but then it all came clear. it's the process that's the most important part in this whole training phase. even though prestige will be yours once you commission, you will always remember how much you've matured during this course, how tough training moulded you into the person you are now, and what officership means. the responsibility and demands from an officer is one of the highest for someone our age, and it is definitely not a smooth sailing path. but what we can take back from all this is the ability to handle uncertainty and the mental strength that we should all possess in other to be unfazed in various situations. when i held the 2nd lieutenant rank for my no.1 dress for commissioning, i was feeling fear. you can feel the power even just seeing the rank and i just can't imagine myself wearing it right now. someday.

hmmm to summarise the week...

-last saturday felt like a dream, but a dream come true.

-last sunday felt like everything was dreamy, and really tiring.

-last monday didn't feel like a day at all, but it sure was shaky.

-tuesday was spent at home with the wee hours back at camp.

-wednesday was a day of question marks, and a wildlife expedition. (imagine finding a 4 feet monitor lizard!)

-thursday bubbled out more question marks, but yet more answers.

-friday felt uncertain, but happy for the 99% who passed SOC. insecurity.

-saturday was VERY well spent...hahax if you're reading this thank you! too bad we didn't go manhattan fish market due to the stupid haze, but the warmth of coffee shop food and tong sui was better!

-sunday was spent back in camp, with the findings of 4 newborn kittens under the bed and realising that teng gets disgusted rather easily (oops!)

-monday was another dreamy day, but at a big vivo city (extremely huge and waah, it's a maze...grand opening @ 1st Dec!) and also at SAFRA Mount Faber (hahax my pool rocks now lor...) i'm still feeling rather dreamy tho...

"i still remember, and will never forget the times we once had. and i know that time is still existent in our daily lives. i feel it, i smell it, i breathe it...it was then, my green days! how can i forget all the blessings, and all the corridor smiles. it's a short passage of time and space ago, where we once used to be together, where age had no limitations and love had no boundaries, even as friends! every memory, every single one, are left in this bottle of love, not a jar, but a bottle of love where i carry in my heart, always! you guys have been, and will always be, my inspiration. every single one of you have contributed to the spirit of the island we all know in our hearts as kudafari!"

to the juniors, ALL THE BEST FOR THE UPCOMING A LEVELS! if i'm reminding you that yes your A's are coming up and you're probably trying to destress by reading blogs, hopefully this doesn't up your stress level! hahax...must take care of yourselves okie? and for those in army and probably leaving for overseas soon, lead, excel and overcome! and take good care of yourself while you're out there! and for those in uni right now, yes also do take care of yourself, and dun pull your hair while doing computing or proving something that seems unprovable (or issit improvable? but isn't tt improving? hahax *cold sweat*) still, put in your best and remember everyone, we all have faith in each other, whether you realise it or not, so put in your best effort, for someone close to you will be there to wish you all the best! lastly for those who are currently struggling for your o levels, and most probably you wouldn't be reading this, you can do it, it's only that you're a little careless sometimes, so strive harder and be focussed as it will all be over soon!

okie two more things to say...F.I.R's Flight Tribe rawkx!
Zhou Jie Lun's 9th Twilight rawkx too!

okie okie the last one liao...realli realli...take care everyone! till next time, watch this space! and thank you everyone who have touched my life for the past week, i'm trying to pass it on! jiayou and miss you lots!